December 26th, 2008

02:16 pm   Hey guys to be honest I completely feel under the weather. There's no way out of it and I don't see any solution or any possible help. It was very important for me but now all the hope is ruined and I don't believe anymore, I don't beleive that I will find any appropriate job for me during all this 6 months. I don't want to do anything, I'm tired of interviews, of cv-s, of losses, of my nerves and all illusional hopes. I'm fed up!

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July 27th, 2008

03:32 pm I have to reload and start again.

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May 11th, 2008

08:57 pm I'm fed up with almost everything. They call and want to meet me, they give parties and tell me to come. But they do not know that there are other values and interests in my life. I'm not into it anymore. I have another life which doesn't include that people. It's time to understand I won't come back and be the same starting drinking, having fun and flungs all over again. They do not have what I have. They do not understand that quite evening with your love can be the best you may dream of. It will be more then enough for the rest of the week.

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January 24th, 2008

02:14 pm If someone asked I'd say everything... There's so much inside.

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December 27th, 2007

06:49 am - Kate There are no garanties in life Not for the present NoT for the future

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December 22nd, 2007

10:41 am - song OK

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December 19th, 2007

11:31 pm  Miserable people are the most dangerous. Happy one's are the braviest. For the reason that someone who is really hurt offends as a feedback. He offends fruity, from the bottom of his heart. But those who are scared and don't know what to do can hurt you even not noticing it. They are just closed to anybody and anything. Recalling those days when I hid in school toilets crying for nobody to see me and to see my weakness I thank God for it. Because from that I learned the best. Don't feel sorry for yourself! Don't do! It won't help. It's just your trap in which you aspiring to be. It's the banaliest words but find parts of belief , love and forgivness in yourself. It'll work out only with that conditions.  We are all responsable for all that we've got. Yes, guys, by 100 per cents. We all make our life with our hands often not even knowing it. I know it's easy to say and hard to do but that is. And untill we don't understand it nothing we'll improve or be better. He really gets annoysing when I say something like that about those who're suffering. But it's a big mistake to position yourself as a victim: victim of your parents, victim of your friends, of those who're all around etc. More you see that more you'll be that. And that was my mistake, too. And thank you God I worked it out.  And the last. It is very significant to be thankful for all that happens. You may return -after all that happened? Yes. Whatever. You should understand that all this is your lesson- big lesson with the size of your life.

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December 11th, 2007

02:10 pm You know I've been looking for it too long and an idea suddenly struck me- may be you know some sights or links where I can download free movies. I really need it, guys. ) Hope you do).

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November 19th, 2007

08:59 pm  So I find a reason to shave my legs Each single morning So I count on someone on Friday nights to take me dancing And then to church on Sundays To plant more dreams And someday think of kids Or maybe just to save a little money You're the one I need The way back home is always long But if you're close to me I'm holding on You're the one I need My real life has just begun Cause there's nothing like your smile made of sun In the world full of strangers You're the one I know So I learned to cook and finally lose my kitchen phobia So I've got the arms to cuddle in When there's a ghost or a muse That brings insomnia To buy more thongs And write more happy songs It always takes a little help from someone

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October 25th, 2007

02:23 pm Hush. We'll never find the way out of it. I' m stronger then you see, then you know. There are chasmes of unknown in me for you. I DO NOT MIND, I DO NOT CARE- that is my strength. Stand up for beloved and rip other.

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